rawr.

this is getting no where.

i wanna scream.

im mad can.

lol.

band is so fun.

it releases stress

no stress whenever im playing my horn

except that if i sound like shit,

den ya.

and if i sound like shit, most probably cos im in a bad mood or sad.

yah,

but when i went down today.

omgosh.

my jaw dropped. i love my sound.

i sounded so diff today.

next:

SHIH HAN.

u better not play bball anymore can!!

u hurt ur bak alreadi =X

if u hurt it more, u wldnt be even able to go and play in the future u goon!

well

u said it was okay.

but, u still decided to block me. oh well.

i guess even my sorry cant save anything.

i dont wanna leave things as it is. clear it asap can!

God teaches us to forgive and forget can!

and to think u still bear grudgeS!

stop it can?!

its not helping in anyway!

and sheesh,

i din say anything abt ur band lah.

i can gladly say that, all of u are like playing broken telephone.

the last person who got the msg is like, crappo.

cos its totally wrong info can! zz

i dont look forward to eoy trip =(

ok,

im poor.

my edusave doesnt have money at all.

i must have used to much in raffles.

lol.

see lah! now no money.

ok .

i can just go aust and die and everything.

lol

zzzzzz.

i reflected b4 i slept last night.

i know im wrong.

and i sincerely say sorry.

this is so crap.

life will never be the same like last time.

the cheerful me has been gone.

argh.

joyce,

u noe how i feel right.

my laopo.

i love u loads can. argh

lost.

weird.

uneasy.

uncomfortable.

sad.

alone.

=(